“In one year from now, you will feel like you wasted your time even thinking about this crap!” Could be. But I could also find myself in a place in which I desperately try to bury myself under my own self-pity and overwhelming sadness. Yet, at some point, there will be no more “one year” ahead of me anyways, and then it’s all over nonetheless. Still, why should I have to wait for one more long...
A long time ago I did someone a huge favor and really hoped they would return it in one way or the other at a later point in my life.
But of course, they never did...
And because I deep down expected them to, I got super pissed at them when they didn't as they clearly betrayed me and merely used me for my generous help, time and effort.
Sometimes it’s important to not take shit too personally. There will always be people out there who will dump their own insecurities and bullshit on top of you. There will always be chaos which disrupts your order. And then you might feel the urge to curse the world for all the hardship that befell you. But isn’t it true that life is suffering nonetheless? Haven’t all the major...