It’s scary to open yourself up to someone. I mean, to REALLY open up to someone takes balls. To let them see you as you really are, with all your flaws and imperfections and then still hope that they – for some weird reason – still like you, and not run away screaming, sounds crazy to me! At least that’s how I felt when I tried to open up to someone in the past, and it...
#223 – Why You Need to Choose Yourself
Everybody always wants more rights. They feel they are privileged to get more and more, without ever thinking about the other side of the equation, which is individual responsibility and ownership. But how can you have a talk about your priviledges without thinking about the fact that someone also has to provide them to you? And why should they even care to carry the additional load which was...
#222 – If God Knocks At Your Door Will You Open?
In 2016 I was so heartbroken, if God himself would have knocked at my door and wanted to bless me, I would have slammed the door right back into his face and continued playing video games. I felt like a burden to the world, and I didn't feel like I deserved any help either. I didn't want to make the guilt even worse. Now looking back, I sometimes wonder if I drew a weird sense of pleasure from...