I went on a five week Yoga retreat to “find myself”. Before that, I escaped my “known and common world” for another two months in order to finally “discover myself”. I solo traveled to exotic places and distant locations just to recover the next piece in the puzzle that is my life. “Just give me the next hint!” Sadly, all these efforts didn’t work out at all…
When you “fake it till you make it”, you are lying to yourself. And the worst part is that you KNOW. Your soul knows and questions your inauthentic actions.
You can do everything right. You can prepare for all situations. Learn anything you need. And still “fail” because life feels like teaching you a lesson.