There are times where I hope to forget my past, while I ignore the present and wait for the future to resolve all that bullshit. Because of what WAS, we try to evade what IS and hope for what WILL BE.
If I could travel back in time, I would punch myself in the face - on multiple occasions. I would also tell myself these key things I learned along the way.
I wrote down a list of things I can do to get myself going again. Whenever life seems to get in my own way, I just do the things on the list and whatever problem I had somehow "magically" resolves.