26 Things I Realize As I Get Older

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If I could travel back in time, I would punch myself in the face - on multiple occasions. I would also tell myself these key things I learned along the way. Here are some of my biggest "aha-moments": 1) You are NOT in a hurry. Sleep less, and work more. That's what THEY try to te [...] Read on...

Things to Do When Life Is Tough

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I was clueless on what to do with my fucking life. I was lying there in self-pity and agony and hated my life. Once more. So did the only right thing... and distracted myself with endless hours of video games. I tried to escape the toxic thoughts I had about my life situation. [...] Read on...

Being an Amateur

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I always wanted to be taken serious. I wanted to be a professional. “They” told me that this is what you are supposed to do. The longer I glimpsed into being a “professional” (whatever that means) the more I desired to go back to being an amateur again. We are all terrif [...] Read on...

Doing What Is Important to You

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“Let’s save a life today!” That’s what I say to myself when I start writing everyday. It puts some kind of importance onto my writing. Even if nobody is reading my blog and nobody is giving a crap about the stuff I put out there. It still feels good to think that way. Te [...] Read on...

On Finding Yourself

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I went on a five week Yoga retreat to “find myself”. Before that, I escaped my “known and common world” for another two months in order to finally “discover myself”. I solo traveled to exotic places and distant locations just to recover the next piece in the puzzle that is [...] Read on...

The One Time I “Failed”

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There was one time, where I got a “2” on one minor, unimportant test in school. When I got it back from my old teacher, I ran home crying because I was devastated and thought I failed everyone (mostly myself). My brother thought I was beaten up or something and was released an [...] Read on...

WAKE UP?

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It feels like I am alone in a world of billions of people. I feel disconnected. Isolated. How is that even possible?! It’s like you live in a dull world where nobody really cares about anyone anymore. Everyone is living a dream. Not even realising they are asleep. WAKE UP! Tha [...] Read on...