How to Change the World

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I am a FUCKING GOD!  And I am still blown away by what I am capable of: I have thoughts of scarcity and fear, and scarcity and fear enter my life. I have thoughts of abundance and certainty on the other hand, and also abundance and certainty manifest into my life. But [...] Read on...

I’m Stuck… What Shall I Do NOW?

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There are times where I hope to forget my past, while I ignore the present and wait for the future to resolve all that bullshit... Now is one of these times... Can SOMEONE ELSE just handle this for me? We are all stuck from time to time. Stuck in the past. And eagerly waiting [...] Read on...

26 Lessons I Learned As I Get Older

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If I could travel back in time, I would punch myself in the face - on multiple occasions. I would also tell myself these key things I learned along the way. Here are some of my biggest "aha-moments": 1) You are NOT in a hurry Sleep less, and work more. That's what THEY try to tel [...] Read on...

11 Things to Do When Life Is Tough

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I was clueless on what to do with my fucking life. I was lying there in self-pity and agony and hated my life. Once more. So I did the only right thing... and distracted myself with endless hours of video games. I tried to escape the toxic thoughts I had about my life situatio [...] Read on...

Sharing Little Gifts

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“Let’s save a life today!” That’s what I say to myself when I start writing everyday. It puts some kind of importance onto my writing. Even if nobody is reading my blog and nobody is giving a crap about the stuff I put out there. It still feels good to think that way. Te [...] Read on...

When Time Pauses

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“GIVE ME MY FUCKING PHONE!” He laughed at me and pretended he has no idea what I am talking about. I shouted at him again mocked by his cocky attitude. He smiled satisfied. And then blind rage overcame me and I hit him as hard as I could. Time slowed down and finally paus [...] Read on...

On Finding Yourself

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I went on a five week Yoga retreat to “find myself”. Before that, I escaped my “known and common world” for another two months in order to finally “discover myself”. I solo traveled to exotic places and distant locations just to recover the next piece in the puzzle that is [...] Read on...

Fake It Till You Make It Doesn't Work

U.S. Army World Class Athlete Program boxer Sgt. Samuel Vasquez Jr. (right) of Fort Carson, Colo., loses a 31-23 decision to Amir Imam of Albany, N.Y., in ther 152-pound challengers bracket of the U.S. Olympic Team Trials for Men's Boxing on Aug. 4 at the Mobile Civic Center in Mobile, Ala. U.S. Army photo by Tim Hipps, IMCOM Public Affairs

When I was starting my app business I didn’t tell anyone about it. Not even my best friends. I kept it secret for over a year. I didn’t want them to ruin it for me, which I was sure they will. I thought they might come up with reasons why it’s a stupid idea. Why I shouldn’t [...] Read on...